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I am a seasonal being. Wait, I forgot to add human. So actually, I am a seasonal human being . What’s the difference, you ask? Well, a seasonal being changes every season, inside and outside. But a seasonal human being? Sometimes we change only on the outside. Sometimes, only on the inside. And sometimes both. The changes are constant. That’s just how life works. Seasonal beings understand that. Seasonal human beings… haven’t. But I think we will. The thing is change for us is still a shock. And the worst part?  We don’t have a defense ready. Apart from crying, of course. Which, again, is subjective. Because men "don’t cry" It makes them weak. And women are weak, so they cry. Or so we've been told. Some of us develop defenses, though they’re not always healthy taking it out on others, starving, bingeing, self-harm, even suicide. And some of us just exist while everything around us keeps changing. We tell ourselves we’re excited about change. We admire other se...

  The Love Dilemma ... Life is a pretty place to be in, Right ? It’s pretty but you know when all of your friends are in love, and have someone to talk to and about, Life seems pretty perfect for them, While it’s just pretty for you. Well, theoretically everybody has chance at love right ? So in reality why is it just me? Many times all of us have pondered upon this and wondered why don't I have someone. Well, I do I have myself came the motivational answer we gave ourselves,   Wait, but then they too have themselves and their special someone too. Is there some kind premium subscription at life that I didn’t get for myself and they have it ? Wait what's happening ? Am I looking for love? But the books say you find it when you stop looking for it. Okay I'm not looking for it I'm more towards liking it. But then why do I like the idea of love if I don't want it ? Okay, Maybe I do want it, Yess, the movies suggest that if you want something with enough ...

                          Break Up's Break up ! I've never had one, Don't look at me like that not like I've never been in love. I have but I never quite started to reach that point of break up, But , It hurts I know , it does, it hurts a lot, Well , They were in love mad for each other, Making each other laugh midst the chaos, The busy streets felt like empty country roads to them filled with flowers, Which they could pick and give to one another, Well one of them would pick those flowers with love and one them suddenly saw the busy streets and could no longer see the country roads filled with flowers. One them stood there with love and that flower and one of them couldn't see it anymore. Maybe that is why they broke up. One them was ready with their wings in set position to fly while one of them stood there with no wings helpless , Maybe that is why they broke up. One of them cou...